ken chaw

     she is 65 _ 67 years old and a strong woman and work very hard daliy. i saw at every might night 12.45 pm when i started my exercise, she had carrying a big and heavy bag an walk alone on the road , but she look like nothing affect from the heavy bag and have to walk up the four foolt before she arriving her home. ah ma is using body language to communcate with people an she have to go out to collect the drinkcan and newspaper for selling to earn a litter money for her living, she walked a solwly step to go out in earlier morning until a late night . hope everyone will work hard as her.

I am having v v hard time to make a decision recently, a last decision will afect many thing beside me so that it is not easy going to have that. Sometime, i really feel dun know what should i can do, loss myself, feeling down, belam me doing nothing at all, is it should call my ma ma ask for help??, or i will just depend on JAY music, but is it usefull for me?? i dun think so, mum told me since 1999 when i was a stupig student, when you make a decision you should have responbilily for it, because life is your, i told her that, mum you ok anot??, she laughing look at me, saying ‘boy you will understand this meaning someday’. i got it now. thanks mum.”) i will remember that you teaching and helping, you my god,”

, she is 55 years old, a beautyful white colour haif for her life nowsday, i have never talk to her for a quite long time ago, becauce i spend most time for my work and study. well, she is a strong and talkative mother, when i never turn up to sch, but she only say’ if you choice this way for your life, you have to responsibility for it,, she alwas keep reminding me. Sometime she will say,’wait till you dad come back then you will konw that when i have some argument with her, hahaha she v v cute, anyway she asking me that how is your life and do you have g.l yet, but i always disappointed her, next time i will tell her that i am gay liao, hahaha she angry till. mum i love you.”)

haha,   i ‘m do nothing nowsday, earlie morning wake at ususlly at 9 am, take a bathe and a cup of water then after that, i will listening to my life music ‘jay chou’, hahaha boring right?? haha, I love my comics and my mp3 player, because it accompany most of time when i am alone. haha i am a super stupig an boring person. haha anyway it is doesn’t matter, because, i am planning to change my enviorment soon. , hope that will help me to find some new thing for the time beging., haha maybe some one will loungh after has finishes reading, hahaha never mind, because mu eng is v v power, haha , next i will write better la, haha

                                                  k,”) pasieh leh,